BAM!
i realise i reply too much on technology.
and i mean way TOOO much!

was in bus when i realised i left my phone at home
no way can i u-turn to retrieve it
and gosh!
i have absolutely NOWAY to contact haz!
zzz
panic.
went to canteen1 but there's no sight of her!
felt so lost
started walking ard in hope to catch a glimpse of any familiar face
BUT THERE'S NO ONE!

at tt point of time
i felt so helpless agn
im so lost and frighten in this big school
this feeling is somehow so so familiar
the feeling of abandon and pain gushed out, making me dizzy( din eat the whole day-.- no wonder huh)

i walk ard aimlessly
was on verge of crying
( cry easily these days=x)
and the one-and-only solution i can think of is to pray
->before today,praying will be the last thing on my mind
im simply just too busy to stop and think for awhile

God is indeed so wonderful
i pray to Him to save me
to let me meet someone i know, and to get rid of this horrible feeling

He is indeed awesome
thankyou Lord, for being there when i needed You the most

fb appeared right in front of me after tt
i flew towards her and almost break down
THANKYOU LORD
although im unloyal and defiant
and skip church for so many wks
You never give up on me
You are always there
and today, i realise im so so stupid
all the crap stuff bout emo and all
are nth compared to YOUR LOVE
Heavenly Father Lord, thankyou

yes
w/o today's incident
i will not learn bout God's love and His assurance
i realise life's not all bout relationship
its more than tt
the faith towards Him is more important
thankyou Lord
for waking me up

i promise You
i will be strong
no more emo-ing and all those nonsense
pls Lord
give me the strength to completely forget bout him

will blog bout band some other day
the forcus for today is God=)