feelin rather vexed this few days
i still cant figure out why
WHY?
end up affectin frens ard me as well
this is not the way
its so wrong

this is the only place where i can write down all my stuff
but its reali OPEN
ppl like hl can see-.-
but not many ppl know bout this blog
ohh wells
as long as i can pour out all my feelings
i guess its alrite

its pretty ironic tt i actually missed sch
sec4 lifes is nth but exams and more exams
strivin to acheive the best
i recalling doin maths like nobody's business
u can say tts my best sub. aimin nth but for perfect
however
i only achieve a disappointtin A2 for both
where did it go wrong?

when i helped bro in maths yesterday
i realised i missed out so much
the joy of doin. the satisfaction of achievin the ans
where did it all go nw?
where did my passion go?

not forgettin the whole 4e1 spirit
all the teachers, esp mr quek and mdm yeo
they reali make a big impact to me
and all the frens who stood by me regardless of situation
I REALI MISS THEM!
can i actually make new frens in np?
i wonder

im actually takin ech for the nxt 3yrs, is tt wad i reali wan?
wad happen if i dislike tt course or i cant make the cut
where did all my goals in life go to?
why did it disappear?
i think im seriously lost

gosh
i think im writin too much
cus this blog isnt private all all